One is not haunted by a looming obstacle in plain view but rather the idea that the very fabric of existence has been ripped violently in two. I say haunt because one is haunted only by the intangible. She haunts me in a way that is not of the past, present, or future but rather in a way so profound I feel she must be time itself. I feel a lack of her at my core and when we converse it’s as if the air has suddenly rushed back into my lungs. She is, to say the very minimum, relieving.